bibir trsenyum,hti menangis ~

assalamualaikum readers....perghh,da lame gile x update this blog kan???since ramadhan yg tlh brlalu a few month ago...very busy actually since da start study blek,nk refresh brain blekkk...now,its final exam..rse cm x cye jer cpt sgt mase berlalu.rse mcm br study:(.btw,final comes around so just do the best.....

based on the title,i want to share something about a person that i really close with her.i share my problems n my opinions with her.and sometymes too she give her own opinion based on hadith and ayatul quran.even i see she always smile but i know her heart not like that..to me she's like a lone person n lonely girl because she does not have an undestanding friends.so pity right?she's very different from others cuz she have her own vision n mission....kalau boley nk always ngan dy sbb she need support actually..dy x kuat nk hadapi sgale cacian n makian from org skeliling dy yg x understnding dy mcm mne..ade kawan tikam blkng pon x gne jgk..stiap kali kami pulang brsme ade je cite yg dy share samade problem or opinion..dy susa nk nges sbb dy x nk give trouble to the people around her...xp bile ngan dy,kite nk dy lpskan sgale bebanan ue .let it out and share the pain together..i love her very much.org kate dy tudung labuh xp prngai x srupe tudung labuh,do i care about that??we cannot live in others people judgement because we have ALLAH that judge kite every time.disebbkan dy lha kite pon try nk jd cm dy even x spnuhnyerr...but,she guide me very well and i appreciate that.klu dulu,tudung labuh pon x pndg,i change because i felt asshamed with her.i always saw her dress up.to me tdong laboh not bad n attitude seseorg ue x smestinyer based on dress up.yesterday she call me,almost cry because i know she not strong enough 2 face this challenge..i just can give support and pray 4 her.the rest its up to her...i'm very sad when she was very sad but i hope she can be more patients n tough to solve this problem...ALLAH always with u dear !~

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Kucurahkan segala isi hati
Mengapakah kini baru sedari
Banyak perintahmu telah kuingkari

Dulu hidupku sering terleka
Diulit mimpi dunia yang fana
Tapi tak pernah ku mencuba
Untuk lari dari tipu dan dayanya

Jiwaku yang dulu sepi
Kini keinsafan telah Kumiliki
Berlinangan air mata ini
Berderai jatuh membasahi bumi

Dulu hidupku sering terleka
Diulit mimpi dunia yang fana
Tapi tak pernah ku mencuba
Untuk lari dari tipu dan dayanya

Jiwaku yang dulu sepi
Kini keinsafan telah Kumiliki
Berlinangan air mata ini
Berderai jatuh membasahi bumi

Terimalah munajatku ya Allah
Aku mengharapkan kasih dan sayangMu
Hamba ini bergelumang dengan dosa
Moga diberikan maghfirahMu

(Repeat)
Terimalah munajatku ya Allah
Aku mengharapkan kasih dan sayangMu
Hamba ini bergelumang dengan dosa
Moga diberikan maghfirahMu
Moga diberikan maghfirahMu
Moga diberikan... maghfirahMu

tabah ye my luvly sister:)
mungkin ade hikmah disebalik sume ini...
possitive n take the point ....